Thursday, February 25, 2010

Lust Turns Your Mind To Dust

My crushes become obsessions, my heart leads the way as my mind becomes side tracked.
I cannot help but act like a pathetic crusher, I have but no control over my lust, my desire.
You control every thought and every action, won't you even learn my interests?

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

It's Good To Cry

I used to think to cry was the worst emotion a human could express.
To think of crying, meant to think of intense misery.
Now I know, crying's just the tip of the iceberg and sometimes, we hurt so much that we can't even cry...not even if we want to.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010


I know it's wrong to drown your sorrows, but at least I'm trying something.

Monday, February 15, 2010

My Love Is Innit

I want to laugh until my stomach aches and I cry tears of joy. Sweet sweet tears of joy.
I feel that happy.

I want to cry, until my sorrow leaves my soul and I am just a being of nothingness. I want my black interior to appear.
I feel that unhappy.

How can it be that the most powerful thing, which is love, can be the most beautiful and most destructive power on earth?

Bowl Cuts

I don't care what anyone says, bowl cuts are hot!

Bushy eyebrows are not.

Red lipstick will always be hot.
Leggings matched with maternity tops will not.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

The Past

Sometimes returning to the past, is the best way to get to the future.

Sometimes going backward, is the best way to move forward.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

I Take That Back

I take back what I said yesterday about people not changing.
Some people do change. It's not a simple thing of good and bad, some people just have the ability to change, while some, their changes are only temporary.
It all comes down to genetics, experiences and psychology.

To be honest, life isn't fair. We don't even get to choose our own names. The word we're identified with for our whole lives. We don't get to choose our genetics - which, unfortunately actually play a hugely significant part in who we are and who we become, and also how we deal with things.
Bad things happen to good people, bad things happen to bad people. Wait, is there such thing as a bad person? Or just an unlucky human with shitty genetics he didn't get a say in, and shitty experiences he may not have dealt with the way we 'should'.
Whatever, this place is a mess. We refer to it as earth and other fancy things, but bottom-line is, it'd be better off not being real.
Unless, this all isn't real anyway?

Tuesday, February 2, 2010


Posts will be less frequent for various reasons.
I have too much on my mind
School's started up again, first time in a year
Things are getting worse

Returning back to school has made me realise a lot of things.
People don't change, not completely
I don't give a crap anymore
I'm intolerable
I'm mature beyond my years
I need better organisation skills
School played a big part in my breakdown.

Sorry this was so listy.
I really do have a lot to think about.